Kill me, Kill me

Kill me, kill me,

Crack my bones, tear my chest,

Unfold my heart.

Still as an Atlantic storm

Will my feelings be,

Shatterproof is my love.

If I am to stay

Alive, only you I can

feed with the sweetness

Of my earthly worship.

I am to warm you

And be circumfused

By your light

Or, I would better

Not to be at all and fade

Away in fog and myst.

To die, to sleep,

No other way to stay on

This earth without you,

Beside pouring my blood

In ashaming poems to feel

Your warm hands on me once

And again, until earth

Is to shelter life within

This lonely universe.